Can you tell me who will still care?

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Can you dig it?

So I ordered these Kelsi Dagger boots yesterday, and they came today (thank you endless.com for your free overnight shipping)! Unfortunately the shaft is a little wide from a side view but otherwise the boots look pretty sexy and so beautiful in real life. When I noticed the largeness of the shaft, I wanted to return them. But now I'm considering keeping them and wearing them to a friend's birthday party on Saturday night. There are other reasons to return them besides the gigantic shaft, like the trendiness of them and the fact that they're a bit on the expensive side (for my wallet). Am I still going to want them, wide shaft and all next fall? I guess from the web pictures you can't tell how big it is (I couldn't) so I'll have to show you photos. Too bad I'm lazy at the moment.

I have other options but these would be perfect. But I don't have much time. Endless offers 365 days of free returns so that's not the issue. The issue is I really wanna wear them to her birthday party on Saturday. I even want to wear them later today to hang with my sister! Ha, I guess all that matters is that they get enough wear. So what if I get over them by next fall, right? As long as they don't spend all winter in the closet? So yeah...I'm 75% sure I'll keep them.

Things I Love Thursday

Window display at Bergdorf Goodman

homemade ginger beer ♥ Lipton Honey Green Tea ♥ getting more bang for my buck ♥ my nephew greeting me with a hug and a big smile ♥ planetariums ♥ dark denim jeans ♥ free overnight shipping ♥ free return shipping ♥ Starbucks [soy caramel macchiato with mad Splenda] ♥ NYC Christmas lights at night ♥ shame free fatassness with BFF ♥ falafel sandwiches ♥ spicy sesame tofu at Chelsea Cottage ♥ Levi's jeans I bought at Urban Outfitters ♥ when my closet is organized ♥ sleep ♥ phone calls from my brother that turn into actual conversations

Poor nutrition

So I noticed today that I hadn't eaten fresh raw fruits or vegetables in about two weeks. I'm also super bloated and sluggish. And it has nothing to do with the fact that I went on a eating spree with the BFF yesterday. I've been feeling this way for weeks. I haven't been eating very healthy and it's taking it's toll. I just woke up from a five hour siesta and I feel as if I haven't slept at all. I'm probably very dehydrated. I need to hop back on the healthy-eating bandwagon. Starting tomorrrow. Don't want food right now. More on this is sure to come.

Vacation is over.

Oops, I missed a post for the 30-day trial of posting a daily blog, and Music Monday at that. Next week I shall make two Music Monday posts to make up for this week. I'll try to make them good.

Anyway, I still have yet to go to Yoga to the People. I'm gonna buy yoga pants and then go to Yoga to the People. I can't believe I'm slacking on that. But then again, yes I can. There are many things I've yet to do. I need to learn how to not get overwhelmed by all the things I need to do. I'm so easily distracted, which is why I sometimes feel like in order for me to fix the things I need to fix about myself, I need to completely escape the environment I'm in. I need to change my space and be kind of alone in the sense that I don't know anyone and no one knows me. But it's just not going to happen for me any time soon. Self-improvement is such a longer, much harder journey when you're poor and with no one sponsoring you. Bah, rambles.

I went back to work today. I'm just happy to be getting a check next week. It's the time of year again. Shopping time. I don't want to buy Christmas presents. There's only one person I want to buy stuff for and it's me! I hate buying gifts for other people. I'm a horrible gift giver so I avoid it. When I do have to buy gifts I get super duper stressed out and anxious and overanalytical and then my gifts end up being just blah. No one wants to give blah gifts but I somehow give blah gifts all the time, if any at all. I hate this aspect of Christmas, the gift shopping and giving parts of Christmas. And the guilty feeling when I don't give a gift. Ugh, I don't wanna give any presents. Last year was stressful, even though I was in the giving spirit. Anyway, enough rantage. Gotta rest for my date with the BFF tomorrow.